The Lightbulb Came On...

Handsome asked me if I wanted to speak during our series "A Blockbuster Summer", sounded like a good idea at the time, so I said yes. Well now with t-minus 2 days to go I am reconsidering my commitment. I am excited to speak--yet there is a pressure that comes with it. Not to perform well, but to give your heart and convey what you feel you want to express without screwing it up somehow. In my heart if feels pure, simple- like I know just what I need to say and then putting it down on paper becomes a whole different story.

For me, things are usually fuzzy or dim- and then in one instant the picture comes into focus or the light comes on and I know what I am to do. Well it happened again. I had been agonizing over this messge and suddenly the one key that brought it into focus finally hit me. Now the trick is just getting it out to the people the way it is inside of me.

I'm off to study!