metromom

A collection of daily thoughts, ideas and links from a mom still seeking to acheive the "balance" of a spiritual journey, family, inner peace, carreer, world peace...while "trying" to look like a supermodel at the same time...

Friday, December 08, 2006

...I know....the suspense...it's killing you.

So sorry for waiting a few days (ok, almost a month...) to update. As I've said in the past, I hate just writing stuff to say stuff...so I have to be inspired. And after last night. I'm now inspired. Something happened that took my breath away---caused me to scream, yell...and otherwise freak out. Something magical. But I'm pretty sure you wouldn't understand. Ok, maybe Laura would...but that's it. Ok, maybe Laura and Betsy...but NO ONE else. Ok, maybe Laura, Betsy and Lisa. Yeah, Lisa too. But nobody else...Wait, what about, Martin? Yeah, maybe. Yeah...Martin too.

But I'm not telling. :) But I will say that I used to be labeled the girl who had no hobbies, nothing that "she" wanted to do. I will admit that I'm pretty easy going. I can enjoy myself just about anywhere. If you wanted to take me to a basket weaving class, I'd go. Part of it is that I truly am easy going. If I don't care, I really don't care. It doesn't have to be about me. The other part is that I like to make people happy. Yeah, I know we've talked about this before. But I will say that 2006 has been the "emancipation of Mimi"...oh wait, I mean me. Maybe its getting older, maybe the season of my life, but I've come to grips with a few things that make me, me. And I'm totally ok with them. And I'm ok if they are not you.

Defining who I am will be a life long process because I always want to be growing and changing, but discovering there are some things that I love to do and enjoy becoming...regardless of anyone else's preferences has been liberating.

What about you?

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